Saturday, October 04, 2003

 
I feel so lifeless right now. Walking back and forth between roles in life. Work, school, volunteering, what's the difference anymore? I feel so far way, so distant from the people I once felt I really cared for. But now, its like I'm hardening, becoming a cold person. In a way it's somewhat frightful. But I don't know what would be better to do. So much happening all at once, and all I want is to figure out what's the point of so many things.
kari posted this at 4:44 PM.

Friday, October 03, 2003

 
i wish i could feel connected to someone in some way. so many people pass by me everyday, and yet i go somedays hardly saying a single word. I talk in my mind and say so many things, but what use is it if only i can hear?
kari posted this at 7:47 PM.