Friday, September 12, 2003

 
I was invited to a banquet. Yay how fun, not really. It's sad. I've become such an anti social that I cannot stay in the same room with people without feeling so self conscious. I sat around, tried to listen to those around me, but everything I tried, some depressing thought came into mind. I promise you, if I said 5 words, it would have been too much. So, I ended up leaving a 4 hour banquet in less than one hour. I couldn't handle the pressure. But I was lucky to have had people beg me to go. Because as sad as it was, had I not gone, I would have regretted it more. I want to get out of this hole i've fallen into, t he problem is, i dont know where to start.
kari posted this at 4:31 PM.