Friday, September 06, 2002

 
I did not go to Disney like I planned today. I was not in the mood, plus I had too many things to do. I hope things look up soon.
kari posted this at 8:14 PM.

 
I was amazed to get a letter from my cousin yesterday. Since we were never really close, I doubted that he would reply from the boot camp. I always tought he was doing fine and that he might even be happy that he left his home. It tourned out that he was in pain and that he had to be hospitalized for a while, and that was why it took him so long to write back and here I was thinking that he just didn't care. It's weird how life works. While some of us smile and laugh there are those who are suffering and crying. There is never a day when the whole world is happy.
kari posted this at 1:05 PM.

Thursday, September 05, 2002

 
Well, now that I go to school and I have to sleep early, I guess I should begin updating earlier. I might go to Disney again tomorrow. I got too many things to do and too many things on my mind, but I think I will just go to the park and relax a little.
kari posted this at 2:05 PM.

Wednesday, September 04, 2002

 
Ha Ha Ha. I have a lot of reading to do today. I better just laught before I go crazy with all the things on my mind. I think i'll either drive to the park to study or just take the bike. I got a few plans for the weekend, I don't know if they will work out, but hey, I'll give it a try. Another hot day again, but its getting better. I might buy a computer for myself soon or maybe something else. So many things to think about so little time. And I still wonder about that one person, oh well, back to "normal" life.
kari posted this at 2:30 PM.

Monday, September 02, 2002

 
It was very hot today, about 100 again. Anyway, now that I no longer have a job I have noticed that things are kinda boring here. I have some plans to make things a little better around here, starting with getting my license. I need some freedom. After that, I might consider getting another job, if not I'll try some new things.
kari posted this at 5:16 PM.

Sunday, September 01, 2002

 
Today was a terrible day. I started waking up at around 4:40am and was not able to go to sleep for like an hour because I had a hug stomach ache. Then I finally, fell asleep, but woke up again at around 8:00 am and this time I was not able to go back to sleep. I felt dizzy and had headaches the whole day. I got really dizzy when I got to the mall. Then I went to work feeling all weak and terrible. I got to make popcorn, which I had never done before, and I screwed up a couple of times. Everything I had just keept falling out of place and everything seemed to go wrong. The worst part was when I was walking home. I found out that a person I always felt was always happy was really just pretending because it was part of the job. I guess that it is almost impossible to tell what a person is actually all about now I days. It's so sad to see this, and what is worse is that I feel that sometimes I'm guilty of pretending one thing when I'm really feeling another way.
kari posted this at 12:59 AM.